Endoscopy and Colonoscopy (day +946)

Instead of going home like we’d hoped, Clark had to be prepped for an immediate endoscopy and colonoscopy. This was a procedure that we had previously discussed, so agreeing to have it wasn’t a difficult decision to make. I was, however, hoping that we could have scheduled the procedure in advance instead of expediting the process. Having 3 kids that all need attention is very difficult when one is in the hospital.

Before the colonoscopy, Clark’s GI tract needed to be empty, so Clarkie had to stop eating (except for jello!). He also had to start a mild laxative called Miralax. This is a powder that the nurses mixed with apple juice. Over the next 2 days, Clark had 21 packs of Miralax with 5 litres of apple juice. He gulped down the first litre, but the next 4 litres were a challenge.

The procedure went well, but Clark’s large intestine, esophagus and stomach all looked fairly normal. There was a small patch of swelling in his stomach, and a few dead cells, but there were no signs of bleeding. This doesn’t mean that there isn’t bleeding in his intestines. It just means that the bleeding must be in his small intestine — an area that the scopes cannot reach.

We have discussed a capsule study with Clark’s team of doctors. This is a camera in a pill capsule that is approximately the size of a large vitamin pill, which most patients can swallow. The camera takes multiple pictures on the way down through the GI tract, and it saves the images to a device that Clark will wear around his waist. We will schedule this procedure for another time as there is a lot of prep work to be done first. Since Clark is too small to swallow a capsule that is so large, he will need another endoscopy​ to place the capsule past his stomach.

Clark had another ultrasound to check his liver and spleen. His spleen is slightly enlarged, but nothing to be concerned about; some people just have larger spleens.

Clark finally went home on Thursday night. He was just in time to enjoy two birthday parties over the weekend!

Knee trouble continued (day +933)

I thought Clark would be discharged from the hospital after his blood transfusion (and a little sleep) on Saturday morning, but the doctors had other plans. Clark’s hemoglobin was dropping faster than they felt comfortable with, so they wanted to do some extra tests. They drew blood to check for infection and other abnormalities. He gave a stool sample and a urine sample; they found microscopic amounts of blood in his stool, but his urine results came back entirely normal. They also gave Clark another ultrasound to check all his abdominal organs, particularly his spleen and liver. His spleen was slightly enlarged (possibly the reason for his drop in platelets), but it wasn’t large enough to be of concern. Everything else looked normal. Some additional blood and stool test results would take a few days to come back.

All in all, the day was quite boring and we still didn’t know why Clark was losing blood. 

From what I understand, there are two possible reasons for Clark’s blood loss. One possible reason is because of Clark’s bone marrow. Maybe it’s not producing enough blood; could this be Aplasitic Anemia again? Or could it maybe be a blood cancer, such as leukemia? Or is it something like myelofibrosis? The other possible reason is that Clark is losing blood. This can happen in his stool, his urine, or a hemorrhage. We needed to find out whether enough blood is being created, if it’s being destroyed, or if he’s losing it (through his GI tract).

We had the choice to go home or to wait one more day to see the GI specialist who would be doing her rounds the following morning. We decided to stick around, because the soonest GI appointment Clark could get was 3 weeks away. We needed some answers.

The rest of the day was filled with watching movies, colouring, and looking out the window to count cars and buses as they drove by.

Sunday finally rolled around, and we spoke with the GI doctor. Her opinion was that Clark has a GI bleed… somewhere. It could be a fissure or polyp, which are fairly easy to fix, or it could be something more complicated — maybe a vessel that is leaking. The possibilities sound endless, and I am still trying to understand them. The doctor was playing this off as something typical for a 4-year-old, with an easy fix, but we know Clark isn’t typical. So far, there haven’t been any easy fixes along his journey. We agreed that Clark would need an endoscopy and colonoscopy to check his GI tract for any bleeding. We will have to schedule this procedure for Clark. 

In the meantime, she wanted an abdominal X-ray to check for constipation. Apparently, this is a “normal” reason for a 4-year-old to have blood in his stool. However, since Clark has no symptoms of constipation and X-rays expose Clark to unnecessary radiation, Patrick and I vetoed that option. Another idea was to give Clark a Meckel’s scan. This would check his large bowel for any abnormalities, such as obvious bleeding or inflammation. The Meckel’s scan uses a radioactive dye; we also vetoed this option. The endoscopy and colonoscopy would give the doctors a better visual without the radiation, so we decided to wait for that. As for immediately, we could finally go home. 

Our short-term plan is to schedule Clark’s procedures and have weekly blood tests to watch his hemoglobin level. Clark’s hematologist thinks that bi-monthly CBCs should be sufficient. I hope he’s right. However, since I have the lab orders, I’m planning to take Clark weekly for his CBCs until results prove that twice a month is enough.

Iron Deficiency Anemia (day +845)

The stars of fortune must have aligned, because we had the opportunity to visit Aulani, Disney’s Hawaiian resort, for Clark’s 4th birthday! Technically, we spent his birthday on the Big Island, but for 5 magical days prior, we celebrated in Aulani. This was absolutely perfect for Clark, since swimming is one of his favorite things to do (besides eating chocolate and ice cream). Instead of amusement park rides, the kids swam in the lagoon and played in the sand; they enjoyed the infinity pools and hot tubs, the water slides and lazy river. They even had a giant splash-ground. 
 
Traveling with a medically-fragile child has its challenges. Fortunately for us, Clark was stable and healthy for the vacation. 
 
Before our travels, Clark’s hematologist thought it would be best to check his CBC, in hope that the iron supplement was doing its job. Thankfully, it was! Clark’s hemoglobin had increased to 7.6 (before he started the supplement, this number was 6.6). That’s not a huge jump, but it had only been 6 days since his last CBC. Clark’s platelets were at 68. They were out of the danger zone and seemed to be holding steady. Platelets help blood clots form, so anywhere under 50 is considered too low to play sports or ride a bike. For most people, a transfusion is necessary if the platelets drop below 10, but because Clark has Hemophilia, his doctors recommend a transfusion if he drops below 30-40. (As a reminder, Clark has mild Hemophilia A. This means that he has only ~17% of his Factor VIII (8). Factor VIII is also vital to help blood clot.) As well, his WBC (white blood count) was healthy and in a normal range.
  
Packing requires a little extra planning for Clark. We bought Clark a wet suit to keep him warm. You’d think the Hawaiian weather would keep him warm, but we’ve learned that Clark gets cold in a heated pool in the California sun. This is possibly due to his low hemoglobin. Despite his healthy blood counts, we must travel with his medication, notes from his doctors, and a medic-alert bracelet. Most of Clark’s medications are for his Hemophilia (intravenous factor treatment, medication for mucous bleeds, and a nasal spray for immediate results). Clark also takes 3 eye drops, 3 times a day for his Glaucoma and pressure in his left eye. And now, Clark’s iron supplement. 
 

Watching Clark have the amazing birthday that he deserved was definitely worth all of the extra planning and packing.    

Annual Hematology visit (day +821)

There is an odd satisfaction in getting CBC labs drawn, which is done just to see that everything is normal — or at least on a trend towards normal. This trend towards normal has generally been the case for Clark since his BMT. 

Unfortunately, during his last visit with hematology, two of Clark’s lab results came back low. Before his BMT, Clark would have a blood transfusion if hemoglobin was below 8 (normal is ~12). On this result, Clark’s hemoglobin dropped to 6.6! Panicked Mama here! His platelets were holding steady in the normal range (normal is 150-450) after his BMT, but they also came back low at 71. Thankfully, 71 isn’t in the “danger zone,” but there must be a reason for the drop. Why?
 
Clark’s hematologist personally looked at Clarks blood smear for any abnormalities. Good news! Clark’s blood has many new cells. His bone marrow is producing blood, and his white blood cells look great. So, it doesn’t look like this is aplastic anemia.
 
Since iron is generally found in hemoglobin, Clark now has iron deficiency anemia. He has started taking iron supplements, and he will have another CBC in a couple of weeks to see if this improve his blood counts. 
 
I have also noticed that Clark occasionally has a small amount of blood on his toilet paper after going to the bathroom. The hematologist believes this may be an indication of the cause for the drop in blood counts. I’m sure there will be more tests to come. 
 

Leukoplakia (day +797)

Dyskeratosis Congenita was originally described as a triad of conditions: reticulated (net like) skin pigmentation, nail deformities, and oral Leukoplakia (white plaque). Even though this is an outdated description, those three physical aspects still hold true with Dyskeratosis. 

For these reasons, Clark sees his regular dermatologist every 6–12 months. She checks him head to toe for any skin abnormalities. She also monitors the deterioration of his fingernails and toenails, since he has Dysplastic nails. During Clark’s last visit, she noticed some Leukoplakia on the inside of his cheeks and tongue.

Leukoplakia is white plaque that forms on the tongue or the lining of the mouth. It can become painful, making it difficult to swallow or chew. Fortunately, Clark doesn’t have any pain.

There is the possibility that Leukoplakia can become cancerous. Because of this, Clark’s dermatologist referred him to see an oral specialist. I wasn’t sure what to expect; I was worried the specialist would need to do a biopsy. Thankfully, all he had to do was paint a blue dye in Clark’s mouth. If the Leukoplakia is cancerous, the dye visibly changes colour. It didn’t! Clark’s mouth is cancer free.

Due to the nature of Dyskeratosis, Clark will need to have his mouth monitored annually to be sure it remains cancer free.

 


More eye surgeries (day +679)

Since Clark’s initial eye surgery in December, he has had 4 more. One in January, March, April and June. Clark would not let the doctor look at his eyes during a regular appointment. In fact, Clark shut his eyes as tight as he could, and hid his head. Part of me was frustrated because Dr. Moore just wanted to see whether the bleeding had disappeared or not. But part of me was completely understanding, and sad for Clark. What 3 year old wants to be held down with a bright light shining in their face? Especially a 3 year old with light sensitivity?

After discussing with the doctor, we chose to put Clark under anesthesia again for a better look (January’s surgery). This would also give access to more lasering if necessary. As it turns out, Clark still had a little pooling of blood in his right eye (his “good” eye). It was much less than before. Dr. Moore could also see more open vessels where the blood had dried up, so he was able to laser a bit more.

This situation repeated for March, April and June’s surgeries. After Clark’s last surgery in June, we agreed to give it a break. Dr. Moore was fairly certain he had lasered everything necessary. And even though we couldn’t be 100% sure without putting Clark under again (or a forced eye exam), we decided to give Clark some extra time to get used to the idea of having the ophthalmologist take a closer look. Ophthalmology wants regular visits every 3 months, so we want Clark to enjoy his appointments…or at least, not be scared. There never seems to be an easy decision when it comes to my baby’s health, but we do the best we can under the circumstances. Thankfully we have a lot of faith in Dr. Moore. He is a specialist from London, and continues to actively seek out cases like Clark. Even other patients with DKC that have major eye complications tend to be different from Clark. Having a rare disease can be very complicated because it is so rare, that every patients problems and outcomes can differ. 

IEP (Day +505)

When Clark turned 3, not only was he a year older, but it was also time for him to switch over to another special education program. The Regional Center only helps children from birth until their 3rd birthday. With their help, they transitioned Clark to receive help through the school district.

Our school district set up meetings and evaluations. Clark was evaluated by a speech therapist, occupational therapist, psychologist and a physical therapist. He was evaluated twice with each group. I also had multiple meetings with them to explain the process and sign papers. It was a long, tedious process, but they made sure we were able to complete everything before Clark’s birthday. We are still waiting for an evaluation from the vision specialist though. Once Clark was approved for special education, the school set up an IEP for him.

An IEP  (Individualized Education Program) is a written statement of the educational program designed to meet a child’s individual needs. This is an important legal document that spells out Clark’s learning needs, the services the school will provide and how progress will be measured. Every child who receives special education services must have an IEP.

Clark is now taking Speech therapy 4 hours a week.  In 2 hour sessions, twice a week. He is also taking physical therapy for 30 minutes, once a week. In the short period of time Clark has been in therapy, I have already noticed improvement. We are extremely happy that Clark is able to get such great care in the areas where he needs help to thrive.

 

Merry Christmas!

If you recall, last Christmas was bittersweet. Clark had an infection in his central line, and we were sent to the hospital for IV antibiotics and close monitoring. The downside- we were in the hospital for Christmas Eve, Christmas Day, and Boxing Day. The up- side? Santa came to deliver gifts to all the children in the hospital, and Clark had his central line removed.

Clark was scared of Santa, so Connor sat between them <3
Clark was scared of Santa, so Connor sat between them <3

This Christmas was very different. It was perfect! No illness, no hospital trips, and 100% joy and love. We enjoyed a morning walk, followed by a delicious (and easy!) breakfast. Then we opened gifts. It took the boys almost all day to open their presents. They took their time, while they played with each new toy. We ate (way too much!), read stories, sang Christmas carols (while Patrick played the tin whistle), and watched the train go around the Christmas tree.

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I couldn’t have asked for a merrier Christmas.

The Regional Center (Day +397 )

The Regional Center is a program through the government to help children, up to the age of 3. There are many programs they provide, such as speech, occupational therapy, physical therapy, help for the blind, deaf, and more. The child has to qualify to be accepted. Usually the kids need help because of medical issues, or an accident.  To apply, all they need is a referral from a doctor OR a parent! In Clark’s case, I referred him.

After filling out a LOT of paperwork describing Clark’s medical background and sending previous medical evaluations (speech, occupational and auditory), Clark was able to be evaluated first hand through the regional center. To be approved, Clark needed to be at least 33% behind what is normal for his age.

Clark was approved for Speech and Occupational Therapy, as well as approval to see a Vision Specialist (I didn’t even know there was such a thing!).  Occupational Therapy is once per week with Joanna, a lovely lady who comes to our house. She brings a huge bag of toys, and has Clark do activities with her, such as puzzles, drawing, play dough and more. Then we see Elizabeth once every 2 weeks. She is Clark’s Vision Specialist. Elizabeth takes Clark to different local playgrounds and helps to make sure he can safely play. Since he only has vision in 1 eye, Clark doesn’t have depth perception. So she works on key words to help him understand, such as “slope”, “Step”, “drop off”, etc… For Clark, this is definitely more play than work.

Clark was approved for speech therapy. However, there is no one available to help him! From what I understand, the Regional Center hires out local therapists. And it looks like everyone is full. This is very frustrating because speech is the main reason I had Clark evaluated in the first place.

On top of that, Clark’s evaluation for physical therapy showed that he doesn’t need help. He was slightly better than where he needed to be. I think Clark needs help. He can’t jump, has trouble walking up or down the stairs, and can’t run without tripping. Under normal circumstances, I would have him re-evaluated, but it wouldn’t help much. Clark will be 3 in December, and all of his therapy will be transferred to the school district, where they will re-evaluate him. Again.

I love the help Clark is getting. I just wish it was a little easier to navigate.

 

Pre-Vaccine: A little time off (Day +225)

Sometimes I catch myself being a “helicopter mom” to Clark. Following close behind him, ready to catch him if he stumbles. “Hovering” when Connor and Clark are chasing each other or wrestling. Patrick keeps having to remind me that Clark can handle his tumbles now.  He doesn’t bruise the way he used to. I’ve even allowed the boys to play in the dirt (a bit), since the bacteria in the soil is no longer a danger to him. This freedom Clark now has, is giving me some freedom as well. I still worry, but sometimes I just have to close my eyes and trust that Clark is strong enough.

As a test to my new freedom, Patrick and I had an opportunity to take a night away. As in, no kids for a WHOLE night!! We have NEVER done this before!

Patrick’s mom had some time off, and wanted to come down for a visit. Only a 2 week visit, not the 5 months like before. ;) Connor had recently been asking for Grandmom, so this was perfect timing. When she offered to watch the boys so we could get some TLC, my 1st thought was “That wont be possible”…. until I realized that Clark is no longer on his medications (just some eye drops), AND he doesn’t have a broviac! So, Patrick and I said “HELL YEAH!”

On Day +201, Patrick and I stayed at a cute English pub with just 7 rooms, a pub, restaurant and a “snug” (a cozy, warm parlor room off the pub) just for hotel guests.

DSC03047Patrick and I had the most wonderful night away, filled with a candlelit dinner, games in the parlor, and a luxurious sleep in our king sized bed. The next morning we were able to work off our full English breakfast with a steep hike overlooking the ocean.

“I intensely love my children, but only mildly miss them [today]…”   -Patrick

Patrick won “quote of the day” with his quip about the elation and sadness of a 1 day escape from parenthood.