BMT: Aplastic (Day +2)

Over the last week, Clark has had some mysterious night fevers. During the day Clark is happy, and his energy level is high. Nothing out of the ordinary; however, starting around midnight, Clark has a fever for a few hours!

This is puzzling the doctors. Clark continues to have blood drawn to check for bacterial and viral infections. Today he also had an ultrasound for his spleen, kidneys, and liver to find out if there is an abscess on any of his organs causing infection. The most likely cause of this fever is a reaction to one of his medicines. The precautionary tests are purely to rule out a more serious cause.

But outside of this strangeness, everything else is pretty routine.

Since Clark is now technically 2 people, I decided that Clark’s new alter-ego needs a name. When Clark is acting like himself, he will be know as Clark – obviously. But when Clark starts acting unusual, or just not like himself, or simply grumpy… He will be known as “Heinrich”.

It took some time deciding on a name for this alter-ego, but since the donor is European, we thought it only appropriate to give it a strong European name. In the case of a bone marrow donor, race is a big factor that makes the HLA markers match. Our doctors noticed mostly Irish and German markers in our DNA.  So I decided to go with a classic German name to give homage to our German DNA.  Heinrich was the obvious answer.  I don’t know why, but I love this name. Especially when spoken with a strong German accent!

BMT: Aplastic (Day +1)

Clark’s bone marrow is now (almost) empty, and we are awaiting the new bone marrow cells to take root. This is the start of the “Aplastic” phase. It will take approximately 2 weeks from today for the marrow to start to show solid signs of growth. In this phase, Clark is at his highest risk of catching a virus, bacteria, or fungus. We have to be extra careful during this time.

If all goes well, our Aplastic phase will be pretty boring. To give you a taste, here’s what Clark and I go through on a daily basis.  This is an example of what each day over the next 4 weeks should Iook like:

The start of our morning is generally at shift change for the nurses.  This occurs at 7am.  After meeting our new nurse for the day, Clark receives his 1st set of his eye drops for his glaucoma in his left eye.  We repeat these drops 4 times over the course of the day.

Next, Clark receives his oral meds. One to protect his liver, an antiviral and anti-nausea med, and vitamin D3. Occasionally he will also have an antibiotic or blood pressure medicine when needed. Then we brush his teeth with a special “sponge” toothbrush to help reduce the acidity in his mouth and protect his gums and cheeks from bleeding. This is also done 4x throughout the day.

I’ll then pick up the phone and order breakfast.  They deliver food on a “room service” model.  We can order up to 5 times a day for Clark.  They have a large and diverse menu, and we can order Clark whatever we think he will eat.  They then deliver the food within an hour.  Normally he eats a pretty diverse breakfast of oatmeal, eggs, bacon, vanilla yogurt and milk.  We try and pick several different foods, knowing that his appetite is dwindling and that we might get lucky and have him take a few bites of several different foods before he tires of eating and goes back to playing.

In between breakfast and lunch, Clark has playtime in his crib, or by the window. Around this time, we are usually visited by the attending doctor and the resident doctor for their “rounds”. This is when we get a chance to ask the doctor any questions we might have.  The doctor uses this time to see how Clark is doing while informing us of anything new we will be doing that day.  For example: today we were told we will be getting a platelet transfusion.

Lunch varies, and I just try to keep things interesting with Clark’s food order, only so that he doesn’t associate one particular food with his hospital stay.  For lunch, we’ll typically get something like soup, chicken quesadilla, banana, yogurt, and a milk.

After lunch, Clark usually takes a nap.  After his nap, I will give him his daily “bath”.  This is actually a chemical bath with chloro prep wipes, since we can’t actually put his broviac bandage in water.  We then use this opportunity to change the linens on Clark’s crib. My bed also needs new linens daily, so I’ll usually do them at this time as well.  I don’t mind getting fresh linens every day, since thankfully I don’t have to do the laundry!

I try and get Clark dinner somewhere between 5-6pm.  This meal often includes mac & cheese, grilled cheese sandwich, soup, cottage cheese, whole milk and brown rice.  If Clark has been really good, we sometimes add in a chocolate chip cookie.

After dinner, the day winds down at about 7pm with another nurse change.  At about 8pm we do a whole host of oral meds and other IV medicines.  I will generally try and get Clark to go to sleep at about 8:30pm.  This varies greatly depending on how much he slept during the day (less sleep = later bedtime, surprisingly).

As well, throughout the day, there are also several diaper changes, IV fluids changed, and Clark’s vitals are frequently checked. The routine can become a little boring over time, but every time a nurse pops in, it is a chance to chat and do something that takes my mind off of things!

Boring is good at this point in Clark’s healing.  Surprises tend to be bad.  So as “boring” as it is, I kind of hope it continues.

BMT: Transplant (Day 0)

Happy New Birthday Clark!

This marks Clark’s official second birthday.  Coincidentally, it is also Patrick’s birthday!  Happy Birthday Patrick!

Happy Second Birthday
Clark celebrating his second birthday after the transplant.

The actual transplant was pretty straightforward.  They gave him some pre-meds (Benadryl, cortisone and Tylenol) to help manage any allergic reactions, and then intravenously pushed in the donated bone marrow over a 2 hour period.  Clark did amazingly well.  The Benadryl made him drowsy, so he was asleep the entire time.  The really good news was that he didn’t get a fever or show any signs of an allergic reaction.

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Clark sleeping through the transplant process. If you look closely, you can see the red line containing marrow.

I won’t say the process was stress free, as we were told that the bone marrow donor was a different blood type (ABO) and a different RH (-/+).  These two together represented a small (but higher) risk of allergic reaction.  So the nurses and doctors were in the room the entire 2 hours, taking temperature, heart rate, and blood pressure every 5 minutes.  Yes, every 5 minutes.

During the 2 hours of the transplant, we had time to talk to the doctor about what the process to extract and deliver the bone marrow is like.  It is a pretty amazing story.

There are several steps leading up to the donation of bone marrow where they check, and then double check they have a good candidate.  But we were really interested in hearing what happens from the extraction to when it arrived in the syringe for implant.  Especially since we were aware this donation came all the way from Europe!

Each pull gets 10ml of liquid.  For Clark, 500ml was required.
Each pull gets 10ml of liquid. For Clark, 500ml was required.

The extraction process starts 14 hours before Clark’s transplant, where the patient is admitted to the hospital and prepped for surgery.  After prep, they are then taken into surgery and put under general anesthesia.  This is because the process of extraction is somewhat intrusive.  A needle is pushed into the lower back (if you have back dimples, this is exactly where they enter) and about 10ml of liquid is extracted.  Then the needle is pulled out, and re-inserted into the same place, but at a different angle.  They repeat this until they get enough liquid.  The amount depends on the size of the recipient, but in Clark’s case, they extracted about 500ml.  this means the donor had approximately 50 insertions.  Most likely 25 on each side of the pelvic bone.

After the liquid is pulled, some quick tests are done to ensure they have pulled enough stem cells, and then all of the extracted liquid is thrown into a cooler.  There are cases where the liquid has to travel longer, in which case a preservative is added and the liquid is frozen.  In our case, because Europe is only 10 hours away, no freezing is required. They just need to keep it at room temperature the entire way.

The cooler is then handed to a volunteer delivery person, who immediately jumps in a cab and goes to the airport.  The “courier” will have 2 tickets for flights to the destination city via 2 different airlines.  This is done just in case a flight is delayed or cancelled.  The bone marrow is carried by the courier the entire way, and they are not allowed to store it in checked baggage nor do they allow it to go through scanners.  This can be very stressful for the person charged with carrying the marrow.  The upside is that the volunteer gets a free flight to the destination city, and usually books some extra days of vacation before they return.

When they arrive in San Francisco, they immediately jump in a cab and drive to UCSF.  The UCSF lab receives the marrow and starts to process it further.  In our case, the bone marrow donor had a different blood type than Clark, and the lab needed to remove red blood cells before transplanting.  Due to time constraints, they can only do one pass of this process, which did leave a small risk of allergic reaction because of the residual blood cells.

Finally, the remaining liquid is loaded into an oversized syringe, and brought up to Clark’s room for transplant.  It is then placed into a drip line on his broviac, and administered.

A wild ride, all timed out and executed perfectly.

Another interesting fact we learned today, is that Clark will actually have 2 blood types.  More likely than not, the donor marrow will only constitute 80-90% of Clark’s bone marrow.  The other 10-20% will be his original marrow.  Both marrows will continue to produce their respective blood types.  This is actually considered a good thing, and will greatly help reduce the chance of Graft-vs-Host-Disease.  If the bone marrow were completely empty, and then the donor marrow took root (and was 100% of Clark’s bone marrow), this would almost guarantee GvHD. Having a tiny bit of the original marrow acts as a cushion, dramatically reducing the chance of GvHD.  Now, why not aim for 50-50% of old and new marrow?  Because the body will most likely just reject the new marrow.  It is a balancing game that is almost all science, but also a little art.

We are both blown away by the process, and in awe of the donor who went through this with us.  Thank you again to our generous and kind donor who gave their marrow for Clark.  We are very, very grateful for your donation.  Thank you!!

BMT: Rest (Day -1)

If you talk to our doctors, they will say that today is technically Clark’s day of rest. This is because we are no longer bombarding Clark’s body with chemo!

But from my perspective, it doesn’t feel any different.

Clark is still receiving Cyclosporin and Cellcept since neither is considered chemotherapy. He is still on meds to protect his kidneys as well as the high doses of IV fluid to continuously flush his bladder. And, as well, he is still taking is usual preventative meds (antibiotics, anti-fungal, etc…). Clark also relieved a platelet transfusion today to boost his platelet numbers.  So even though it is his “day of rest”, there is still lots going on!

Then again, it is Clark’s day of rest, not mine…

Clarkie received a brand new dump truck from the child life specialist. It makes rumbling sounds when you press a button up front. He LOVES it!
Clarkie received a brand new dump truck from the child life specialist. It makes rumbling sounds when you press a button up front. He LOVES it!

Kim, our Child Life specialist, stopped by this morning with some fun new toys for Clarkie! There was a wooden puzzle, a dump truck that makes noises and some toy cars. While Kim and Clark were playing, Marianne also stopped by.  She is Clark’s physical therapist. All 3 of them played together while Mama stepped out for a nice hot coffee. :)

Overall, the day has been quiet. Patrick arrived this evening. He will be spending the night to make sure he is here for the bone marrow transfusion and Clark’s second birthday.

I’d like to reiterate how grateful I am to Clark’s bone marrow donor. Their donation was a very selfless act, and we are very grateful.  Thank you so much, whoever you are!!

BMT: Chemo (Day -2)

Clark “spiked a fever” last night.  He awoke at about 11pm with his legs and arms tucked beneath himself, and shivering slightly.  Patrick recognized it immediately, but in taking his temperature, it was not high enough to call it a “fever”.  An hour later, the nurse took Clark’s temperature again, and sure enough, we could then call it a fever.  Clark got some Tylenol to make him more comfortable, (so he could sleep) and some additional antibiotics. They also drew blood cultures from each broviac line to rule out a bacterial infection in the line.

This is Clark’s last day of Chemo, and it is worth celebrating a little. There is a long way to go, but this milestone is still an important one to note. Clark has been on a great trajectory, and the doctors have been very happy with his progress.  Clarks Lymphocytes are at zero, and other functions (liver, kidneys, etc…) are stable.

The final dose of Cytoxan will take 48 hours to clear the body after it is administered.  Fluids will be kept high during this time to ensure all of it is flushed through his bladder.

It is interesting to note that the effects of the Cytoxan have already taken place, but will not necessarily be visible outside of the body yet.  For instance, hair follicles have died but Clark’s hair may not be falling out.  Think of it like cutting the roots to a tree, but the tree will take some time to actually die.  These effects, if they are going to happen, will occur over a 2 week period from this point forward.

Part of the reason Clark has had very little symptoms is because he is getting about 5% of a full dose of Cytoxan.  This is very small, and therefore the side effects from this (short and long term) are expected to be minimal.  DKC patients are sensitive to these drugs, and so that’s why they dial them back.

So, you might ask, why not dial them back for all patients?  Well… that runs the risk of getting Graft-vs-Host disease.  This is definitely the biggest fear (of the many fears) that doctors have.  We need to balance not getting GvHD and giving too much Cytoxan.  Carefully walking this line will give us a successful transplant.  This line is where the art and science of BMT meet.

BMT: Chemo (Day -3)

We woke up to a bit of confusion this morning. Our nurse showed up at 6am dressed to give Clark some chemotherapy.  We weren’t expecting his Cytoxan until 8am, so we asked what was going on.  She told us that Clark was scheduled to get another chemo called Cellcept.  Since this was the first time Patrick and I had heard of this, we were concerned.  We thought there were only 3 chemos, and that he was on the last one.  Where had this 4th one come from!?  After having the nurses triple check, sure enough this was prescribed and expected by the doctors. So we conceded and went with it.

After doing some checking, I came across a fairly recent clinical trial for DKC patients receiving BMTs, where researchers are trying a new cocktail of chemo to reduce the post-transplant complications.  Sure enough, all 3 of Clark’s chemos (Fludarabine, Campath, Cytoxan) were there, as well as a fourth… Cellcept!  It turns out that Cellcept isn’t a “chemo” exactly, it is more of a protection against GvHD, which is one of the big issues with DKC patients who receive bone marrow transplants.

So… if there was any question as to how bleeding edge the treatment that Clark is receiving is, the answer is right there.  The clinical trial was started in 2012 and is scheduled to be completed in 2032.  The study is being lead by the Childrens Hospital Boston.  Patrick and I are curious if we are possibly contributing to this study with Clark’s progress?  There was way too much paperwork at the start of the BMT, so it is very possible we agreed to feed our information to this study.  Our hope is that we are, so other DKC children can benefit from our experience.

Which brings me to one of the topics I wanted to talk about today.  I would like to give a huge “thank you” to Clark’s UCSF nurses. From what I understand, each nurse works a 12 hour shift (2-3 shifts per week). During their shift, they are responsible for only 2 patients. This way each BMT patient has the constant care needed, while making sure the nurse is fully aware of their patients individual needs. Not only do these wonderful nurses check vitals, administer medicines (while understanding the computers and machines used to administer), change bandages, clean up vomit, and change linens but they also open up and go through every single diaper to make sure there is no cause for concern.  And with all this, they try to be as caring and understanding of the patient and parent’s needs and concerns. These are only a few things I have noticed from the nurses, I am sure they do a lot more behind the scenes as well. Regardless – I really appreciate all that they are doing for Clark!!  THANK YOU!

BMT: Chemo (Day -4)

From a chemo perspective, today is a quiet day.  Clark is only getting one chemical, Cytoxan, and that is from 8am to 10am.  Other than this, it’s just play, eat and sleep.  Effects from Cytoxan we won’t see until after day zero.

All week I have been lucky to spend so much time with Clark. When he is in a good mood (most of the time!) or when his adorable cherub face is sleeping, I get so much joy. I have also been fortunate to have such a loving husband who is somehow managing to work, spend time with Connor AND come visit me and Clark in the evenings (how does he do it?!).

But I have a confession to make…

With all the love I am surrounded by, I’m not as happy as I’d like to be. I miss my little man, Connor. We have been visiting on the phone most evenings, and Rosemary has been kind enough to send me photos of my wild angel.

But today, I got a day pass and I spent some overdue Mama time with him.  Patrick watched Clark and I took off and drank the freedom for a couple hours!

Clark’s day was quiet.  He took a long nap in the middle of the day, and otherwise was probably really glad to spend the time with his Daddy.  The two played with trains, fire engines, whistled at the nurses and smoked cigars.  At least that’s what Patrick tells me, but I’m a little skeptical.  I’m pretty sure Clark can’t whistle yet…

Connor's milkshake
My milkshake tastes better than yours…

Connor’s day, on the other hand, was not quiet!  We got a chance to get out on a patio and drink milkshakes and enjoy the sunshine! We played “fishing” off the top bunk of Connor’s bed and Batman Lego and a million other games.  It was so much fun!

It was really nice to see him and be home again.  I wish I had time to shower, but getting laundry done was about all the time I could muster.  You take what you can get in these circumstances – and clean underwear was definitely a priority!!

We finished the day giving Clark a bath and ordering pizza. If we are lucky Patrick and I will fit in a movie (played on his laptop).  It’s nice to have a bit of “normal” in all this crazy.

 

 

BMT: Chemo (Day -5)

Clark and I were talking this morning, it went something like this…

“Good morning Mother, I think I’m ready to go home today.”

To which I responded…

“Oh no, sorry Clark… this treatment is 6 weeks long.”

To which he replied…

“What the #$!@!!  6 weeks?!  I thought you said 6 days!!”

Clark has officially declared that he no longer wants to be in the hospital. He has a subtle way of telling me, by say… refusing to brush his teeth.  And not-so-subtle ways like fighting me (more than usual) with his eye drops, and refusing to take his oral meds. I knew this day would come. I was just hoping it would be much later in our stay.

I’m hopeful that this is just a temporary issue. On a more positive note, even though Clark is stubborn with his refusals, I am even more stubborn and (even though I don’t like to) can overpower him when necessary. :)  Sorry kiddo, we’re staying until you’re better.

We had a long night of diaper changes. I was hoping Clark would have slept through them (and subsequently allow Mama to sleep through them). But unfortunately that didn’t happen. For some reason, Clark doesn’t like his diaper changes (even by me). Maybe he’s cold? Or just doesn’t want to be disturbed? Either way, we were both up every 2 hours until 8am when his chemo started.

Clark was full of energy this morning… but a kind of tired and cranky energy. Not my favorite combination. He would get frustrated one moment while throwing his toys on the ground, but then jumping up and down giddy with excitement the next. He was a bit of a handful. Around 11am Clark finally had his nap (2 hours!). This gave Mama time to shower and enjoy a hot cup of coffee.

 

BMT: Chemo (Day -6)

Tomorrow Clark will start an additional chemotherapy, called Cytoxan. It will also be his last day on Fludorabine and Campath. Triple chemo day…

Cytoxan is known to be very hard on the body. Especially on the bladder. To prevent bladder damage, starting tonight at 10pm, Clark will be given a high stream of IV fluids to keep him urinating. This will help Clark constantly empty the Cytoxin from his bladder instead of letting it sit there. Letting Cytoxin sit in bladder can cause bleeding and scaring of the bladder.  Clark’s diaper will fill up with urine so quickly that it will need to be changed every 1-2 hours around the clock. And there are 4 days of Cytoxin treatment!! Thankfully the nurses will help change them, especially at nighttime.

This is the apparatus used to draw blood from Clark. It allows a nurse to connect once, push in saline, pull waste blood, pull blood for testing, and then push in saline to clear the line when done. Very cool!

Every morning the nurses do a blood draw. This is to check his blood levels (RBC, WBC, platelets etc..) as well as how well his liver is functioning, his alkaline, calcium, phosphorus and many many other levels. Over the last few months, we’ve been very focused on watching his platelets, ANC, Hgb and neutrophils levels…

…But today we were curious.  Which of these numbers are we watching to see how well Clark is progressing?  What are we waiting to happen and what numbers can we watch to know when we get there?

This is a close up of a Lymphocyte.
This is a close up of a Lymphocyte.

As it turns out, we are watching Clark’s Lymphocytes. This is a measure I had never watched (or heard of) before. Lymphocyte numbers need to be at or near 0 to transplant bone marrow. Lymphocytes are what fights the donor marrow and can cause HvGD. Clark’s Lymphocytes are near 0 now (0.01 as of this morning). So, apparently he is doing great. Neutrophils and ANC don’t determine whether Clark is ready for transplant, but they will still go down with the use of chemo.

So I had to ask… If he is at 0 now, why bother with Cytoxan?

There are a lot of unknowns about BMT’s and the chemos used. This is why all hospitals have slightly different methods for their BMT patients. For some reason, using Cytoxan even after lymphocytes are 0, helps prevent GvHD. One belief is that there might be extra lymphocytes in tissue, which can’t be measured (yet)….and the Cytoxan most likely kills them.

Another interesting thing came up today.  Clark’s blood pressure has been slightly elevated. My first thought was, so what? Most American’s (and Canadians) have high blood pressure. We can put him on a diet and have him workout on the stairmaster, right!?  (Just kidding… the treadmill is way safer for kids under 2 years old, duh!)

As it turns out, high blood pressure is a bigger deal with Clark than it is with “normal” people.  Apparently since he now has very low platelets, having high blood pressure can greatly increase a persons chance of internal bleeding.  The high blood pressure can cause bleeding in the veins themselves (since they can’t repair themselves). Yikes!  It turns out that the steroid Clark is on (Decodron) can temporarily raise blood pressure.  So yet another medicine is required to offset the problems of a medicine given to offset the problems of another medicine (and so on, and so on…) As such, Clark has started taking a very small dose of blood pressure medication to alleviate the problem. Since tomorrow is his last day of taking Decodron (since it is also the last day of taking Campath, the reason he is taking Decodron), I’m hoping we can unwind this twisted mess from the axle shortly.

BMT: Chemo (Day -7)

Every morning I wake up a bit anxious (and very sleepy). I’m never sure how the day will go. What if something goes wrong? What if Clark has a bad reaction to one of his medications? What happens if he gets an infection with his white blood count so low? What if he is in pain or is inconsolable? Will I react quick enough and do the right things to help him?

It is stressful even on a “good” day.  Each day has its own list of challenges, and it is a lot of work just trying to keep up with all of them.  As the day goes on, and if Clark is happy – I am happy. If he is sleeping, I can clear my head and (if I’m really lucky) read for a while. By the way, A Dance with Dragons (book 5 of Game of Thrones) is pretty good so far!

Today has been another “good” day. Clark is full of energy and bouncing all over his crib. The physical therapist came by this morning to play some games with Clark. Clark’s favorite game was a Simon Says style of game with dance moves. :) And then this afternoon the Child Life specialist came to play! She laid a mat out on the floor for a larger play area. They had fun playing with cars and trains. Tomorrow she will bring some new toys for Clark to play with!

Clark had the same regimen today as he had yesterday. 30 minutes of Fludarabine, 6 hours of Campath, and another dose of cortisone steroids. Before, during and after, Clark is also given pre-meds and other preventative meds to help protect his liver and other organs that the chemo can damage. So far today, Clark has not had a fever, and has only had very minor hives.

In between visits from doctors, nurses and other hospital staff that are interested in Clark, we quite enjoy our room. There is a flat screen TV with a DVD player (perfect for when Clarkie is finished playing) and a wii (which I haven’t tried yet). There is a desk with a computer and wifi, as well as a stereo. My bed is a twin, and it is pretty comfy (or I’m just too tired by the end of the day to notice.) No one is allowed to shower in our bathroom because of bacterial/ fungal growth in the water vapors. So, whenever I get a chance to slip out of the room, I use a shared (single stall with a lock) family shower on the floor. Thankfully Patrick brought me some flip flops to wear on the tile floor! All in all, the facilities are pretty nice and I feel fortunate to be in such a great hospital.

Clark’s naps during the day directly affects how he sleeps at night. For example, yesterday he had 2 good naps and ended up having a full nights sleep… Today, on the other hand, wasn’t so great. Clark was woken up during his 1st nap because the nurses needed to do vitals (needed while on chemo). And then, as he was settling down for his 2nd nap, there was a shift change with the nurses….and everyone kept pouring into the room (for multiple reasons). This caused him to skip his second nap, leading to a very long and strenuous evening of trying to put him to bed for the evening. For his sake, and mine, I hope he gets a good night’s sleep tonight.